Hey folks, glad to see that everyone is doing good. Now for me, lol. I
guess two words would some up my past weeks. SPIRITUAL WARFARE!!! Ok,
like today I got voted in as the full time youth pastor today in
church, but Satan has been fighitng against me to keep me from getting
in. He has thrown alot and I mean alot of people and things in my life
to get me away from my calling. Like that great girl I told you all
that I was seeing. Well turns out that she was doing stuff behing my
back, as in the d word. Plus she has been playing me like a violin.
Also, some people have been trying to undermine me, as to get me off
the track. Like two girls that I know down here were either secretely
going to get me drunk or high without me realizing it. Then either just
leave me like that, or try to get me to get into bed with them. Thus
they would have gone all around town and said, "Hey look what we did to
the so called man of God." But ya know what, God kept me safe and away
from their trap, and from Satan's. Plus Tuesday my mom came home from
the doctors afraid that she had a tumor on her brain. But Friday she
got word that it was just a shadow. So Satan has definately been
attacking me, but God has been faithful and I have not wavered. So now
what do I have to say for myself. Well I may be single, but oh well.
This is just another chapter in my romance novel that God is
orchestrating, and just something else for me and my future wife to
laugh about. So now I'm being smart about relationships and being sure
to carry my 10 must have's for my future wife in my wallet. First I
wrote her a letter of apology for giving my heart away to another girl
that wasnt her, then I put down my 10 must have's. Here they are:
Christian, affirmer, communicator, loves God more then the world,
faithful, spiritual passion, sense of humor, heart of compassion, knows
that she can depend on me, keeps herself in shape.
Everyone, if you see me with a girl that doenst fit all and I mean all
of these 10 qualifications, call me on it. But yeah, guys after getting
everything in my life in order, realizing where I need to be with my
calling, I feel really excited. Guys God is about to do something
amazing in this church, if that wasnt true, Satan wouldnt be attacking
so hard. Guys if ya need to get a hold of me call me at 479-806-4789.
In his love Phill
Comments (10)
ashley
Dude you are amazing! God is amazing! Sheesh. This is so weird. I was just telling Kace and John that I was worried about that new girl in your life and bam! I read your xanga and sure enough she was trouble after all...I knew I sensed something. Phil, you are great! Keep it up! Dude Satan has been trying to bring me down and get me off course too! I am so glad you are hanging in there and fighting the temptation...rock on! Don't give in. : ) I
f you could please keep my grandma Nanny in your prayers...she's got lymphoma cancer. Please pray. I really want this to be turned into a miracle...God can do anything. I'm glad you are not relying so much on having a girl...focus on God and he will bring the two of you together when you're both ready...lacking in nothing. Have a blessed day my friend! You rock!
Haley Jo~
phil i love you .....i mean like a bro and i miss you tons and fort is struggling so bad now adays its horrible.....
but i think that its time for me to move to a church that might actualy help me.....so iv been going to that new beginings with tory out in lees scummit......its a good church ppl actualy act like they care about you and how life is treating you and all that but at fort they could care less and show that they dont care about you...
but i just pray that all is in his way you know i pray that something good will come from this.....
</3 ill pray for you phil cuz you seem to have alot going on God bless you man...