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Wednesday, 29 April 2009

  • Asking Jesus into your heart...

    As a fifteen year old in a Baptist Church in Independence, Mo I came face to face with the decision of a lifetime. The evangelist asked the crowd, "If you were to die tonight do you know with 100% assurance that you would go to Heaven. If you don't know then please come to the altar now." Immediately I saw a swarm of teenagers rush to the front to "receive Jesus", yet there I stood debating with myself about how good I was or wasn't. Finally, after realizing that I wasn't that good at all I wen't forward to "ask Jesus into my heart." I was the last person to come forward that night.

    I was led by a man known as the "mail man" into an office to pray the "sinner's prayer." You know, that prayer where you ask for forgiveness and ask Jesus to come into your heart. All I knew was that if I repeated those words the guy was saying I was gonna get saved. Yeehaw. However, I had no idea what I was praying that night. I had no idea what repentance was. I was told that my life was going to be dramatically different from that night on. Hmm, funny, my life was no more different that next day at the revival then it was before. I was still cussing like a sailor. I was still lusting after every busty girl in the crowd. I thought the guy said my life was gonna change after repeating his prayer. As a famous woman once said, 'Where's the beef?"

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    After 8 years of camps, retreats, conferences, and 4 years of doing ministry as a former youth pastor/ now evangelist I have heard and spoke the words, "Ask Jesus into your heart and accept him as Lord and Savior." I've often wondered what it meant for Jesus to come in your heart, but dismissed my questions because practically every pastor and evangelist I had ever heard used those words. However, over these past couple months as I have questioned every thing I have known about evangelical Christianity I find myself wondering where in the world we got this notion that all one has to do is ask Jesus into their hearts or accept him as Lord and Savior through some mechanically grounded prayer and they are a Christian. Alakazam! As I have read books like The Purpose Driven Life I find this notion scattered around the place that you pray a pat prayer and you're saved. I listen to youth driven sermons and teens are promised Heaven for accepting Jesus as if he is a lost dog. Just recently, at a funeral I attended, the pastor promised eternal life for the crowd if they repeated his prayer.

    I have searched the scriptures to find Jesus or the apostles teaching this but I can't find it. In fact you won't find it. I can't find any instance of Jesus teaching the crowds, "Accept me in your heart and you'll be saved." I don't see Peter telling the crowds at Pentecost, "Repeat this prayer after me and you'll be a Christian." As I look at the readings of the church fathers, heck even the reformers, I still can't find this simplistic notion of transformation. As far as I can tell, this idea of accepting Jesus into your heart sprung somewhere out of the pulpits of 20th century America. Now more then ever it seems as if the church in America has become the lukewarm church of Laodicea where we are so blinded by our own view of accomplishments that we can't see ourselves as God looks at us.

    Perhaps this is a consequence of false conversions resulting from pastors and preachers assuring people of salvation if they simply recite a prayer no longer then McDonald's newest slogan. Perhaps this results from too many people having Jesus in their heart but not on their tongue and on their mind. Or perhaps, sorry if this shakes up your theology, too many people believe that their actions have nothing to do with their faith. Hello!!!!! James told us in James 2 that we are not saved by faith alone! Our works accompanied by our faith show if what we claim is true or not.

    It seems the older I get in my faith the less and less I see repentance stressed in the believer's life. From what I gather, it's your willingness to repent, follow after Christ, and live out his commands that make you a real Christian, not praying a prayer where you confess your belief in him. Even the demons believe in him, and they shudder.

Tuesday, 06 January 2009

  • So much for being gone...

    So yeah before I left my most recent blog I left a comment on a blog on datingish about sex and such and have been getting tons of footprints from it. Maybe the idea that two adult virgins together in a relationship without sex mystifies the masses?

    None the less I probably won't do updating unless absolutely necessary, but I will be stopping by every now and then to see comments and what antics Paige has gotten into with her blog...

    -Phill

    http://www.TheBereanLife.com

Sunday, 04 January 2009

  • No more xanga for me...

    I will no longer be on this xanga site (although I will leave it online and not close in case someone wants to read a past post for some reason or another) but if you wish to know what I'm up to check me out at

    www.thebereanlife.com

     

    This is my new personal website/ ministry that I'm launching. If you want to know more about it or what have you just visit the site and peruse around. I have a blog on the site so I will still be blogging if you must know what I'm thinking about. I hope to hear from you all, and perhaps speak at your church soon.

    -Phill

Sunday, 02 November 2008

  • Yep, Im back, now on to more pressing issues...

    Hey everyone =)

    Yeah its been about 5 months since I last blogged. What have I been up to?

    Well actually alot. In the next couple of months I will be making some very important decisions regarding relationships and my ministerial calling. I'm scared to death, but I know this is the path that God is calling me towards.

    Alright, so I'm going to list this off in bulletin points as if Im writing a sermon...

    • Check out my new blog (www.revelife.com/thebereanlife). This is roughly a test for what I feel led to do. If you have any questions about the purpose of The Berena Life just ask =)
    • It's amazing how much you hate something until you actually hear the truth about it. People don't hate a certain thing, they hate what they think they know about this certain thing.
    • Tuesday the nature of this country will change. I hope people don't sell their souls to save some tax money. Yeah, you have cheaper taxes, but if this country has to lose its morality to gain it, whats the friggin point?
    • As I read some of the blogs from datingish it is almost amazing to see how many people think that sex before marriage with one or multiple partners is a good idea. They scoff, 'I wouldn't buy a car without test driving it, hahaha." Hold up, when you "test drive" that car you are 60% more likely to get divorced then those who drive their car for the first time as they take it off the lot.

    -Phill

Monday, 04 August 2008

  • What has happened to our once Godly society

    Taken from an article off of MSN.com

    Sign #1: There's no September. If your new guy is tentative about discussing the future (as in, autumn), he may consider your situation to be strictly casual. That said, most budding relationships focus on the present rather than the future, because you're both figuring out if it's worth pursuing. So don't read too much into this one sign.

    Sign #2: What friends? You and your new love are an island. You haven't met each other's social circle, and for now, you're cool with that. Yes, you have him all to yourself - great! But from a man's standpoint, sequestering you makes it very convenient for him to terminate your affair when it reaches its use-by date, which he may have predetermined.

    Sign #3: It's a one-track bond. Let's just say you wouldn't classify your current union as a meeting of the minds. In fact, while you totally dig each other's action between the sheets, you rarely connect when your clothes are on. This affair will burn fast and bright, so enjoy your lusty tryst. Just don't mistake hot sex for a growing romance if it's clear your chemistry is all about the booty.

    Oh my stinkin gosh...

    Does anyone want to take a stab at explaining our overly sexualized culture...

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  • notall_wanderers_arelost@xanga
    @notall_wanderers_arelost - dang it...didn't work. Just go here than and click play!! http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=97759aa27a0c99bff671
  • notall_wanderers_arelost@xanga
    Oh my God...I felt utterly compelled to show you this! Get ready to laugh, okay? Just get ready.
  • notall_wanderers_arelost@xanga
    weren't they smokin'?? hahaha!!
  • notall_wanderers_arelost@xanga
    Thank you! And it is definitely true...after seeing something like that growing up, I will definitely work that much harder to make sure it never happens with my family in the future.
  • notall_wanderers_arelost@xanga
    Meh, I think my vote is with the man who said I had nice jugs. At least the old man from the doc's office can blame his little wardrobe malfunction on dementia...the man at Longs was just being ridiculous by nature.
  • notall_wanderers_arelost@xanga
    Yep! Chevelle's the best!
  • mixxcht@xanga
    It depends on what you decide to use religion for.